Pondering the imponderable You wonder if it would be so terrible to not be here You slam the door and close yourself off You feel so alone Her name is on your lips This will be the end The end of feeling useless The end of the worry The end of a life wasted That [...]
Your time is over but you can’t let go So you sign up for a reality show. Trying to hold onto the life that you can’t let go The friends you had are gone, No more hangers on. The reality is a reality that nobody knows. You are slipping away and it shows. When my [...]
Growing up Lying in the grass Looking up in the sky Not a care in the world A kaleidoscope of clouds They held my dreams Wish this feeling could last forever Had my friends, I had my girl. What more was there? I did not know pain I did not know loss Then the call [...]
Shadowboxing Left hook out of nowhere, It ends me reeling. The scale laughs. You can do this. The battle of the bulge begins. Brain VS Stomach. Who will win? Will the fear of dying Beat what you put in your mouth Come on you know you want it. Want what? Life and Death battle, It [...]
My life is an open book Just open and take a look You may not like what you see The happy go lucky boy is gone Like a summer breeze blowing through the lawn Never to be seen again I never felt it leave till it was gone How much can one person take? That [...]
The Veil One minute everything is normal, The next it is hard to breathe. Like a rush of adrenaline that will never leave. What brought this on I can only guess. Just a subject of another test. All those things took for granted are put to rest. Stranded in this self made nest. Go outside? [...]
some of the writing about dealing with anxiety. Like Humpty Dumpty, I had a great fall. Broken and shattered. Pieces scattered across the hall. Can’t put myself back together again. The pieces don’t fit any more. I came crashing down, Like waves on the shore. I don’t know who I am any more. This damaged [...]
Amazing grace So sweet was the sound. Now it just brings memories of you The final day that I saw you. Laying there so still. I hope you find your peace. The pain is left for us left behind. You visit at strange times. A song a rhyme. Remember that time you… Memories come unbidden. [...]
Three months since the phone call Three months since our life changed Three months that we can’t bring ourselves to come back. The words lack. We can’t bring him back. Afraid to face the pain, We stand outside in the rain. The say ignorance is bliss. We can’t say how much we miss you. The [...]
So I have been writing for a while now. I usually post it here. If anyone wants to see it on here. Let me know
