Pondering the imponderable You wonder if it would be so terrible to not be here You slam the door and close yourself off You feel so alone Her name is on your lips This will be the end The end of feeling useless The end of the worry The end of a life wasted That [...]
Jen and I went up to Michigan for an engagement party. Her cousin is getting married. We were up there from Weds to Sunday. When we go up it is always a balancing act to make sure that we see everyone. I think we did a good job this time. We saw my parents, went [...]
I know I have been neglecting this thing. A lot has been going on in my life. About a month ago I was laid off from my job at EDS. It has been really hard for me. It has made me question my self worth. I sank into a depression and closed myself off from [...]
