Tragic Comedy

A lot of things have been going on in my life. For the most part I have been keeping it in. I guess I am looking for a release here. Throw the proverbial message in a bottle out into cyberspace. It seems like I have lost the people that I go to with problems. I am not sure really what happened. I guess they have their own things going on. It has always been in my nature to put my problems in the background and add importance to other peoples problems. Something I am working on.
I have been kind of floating on the ocean without a rudder. Sleep has pretty much been non-existent. Thoughts go through my head a million miles an hour and I can’t seem to quiet them. I am 38 and have no idea what I am doing with my life. I am restless, I can’t concentrate on anything for very long. Prospects don’t look very good for employment. On the plus side I have signed up to do some volunteer work with the Red Cross. At least that will get me out of the house.
There is more but like I said I am having problems organizing my thoughts lately.

*splash*