Ch,ch,ch,changes
Lots going through my mind right now. Starting new classes, getting ready for the move and coming to terms with my friends down here. It feels like I am already gone and I have not left yet. I have not really spoken with any of them since my going away party. I know there have been events, but I have not been invited. That kinda hurts seeing as I have known a lot of these people for going on seven years. I don’t know, maybe I am reading to much into it, but it does not feel that way to me.
I am looking forward to going home. Just seems like there is a lot to do still, and not enough time to do it. I am thinking of how we are going to get along with my sister. How she is going to get along with us. It is different living with someone. Have to make sure not to step on any toes. But at least it seems like people are going to be glad to have us there. Here I cannot say the same, or what people will think when we leave. This is the most life changing decisions I have made since the decision to move down here. Here is hoping for the best.
December 15th, 2009 at 1:35 am
Things happen for a reason, Brett. You are moving on to bigger and better things. Of course you are feeling left out and excluded, that is natural. Sad to say but people move on a lot quicker than some…. although it would have been nice if they had at last waited until you were gone!!!
BUT hang in there. Things are changing. You’re going to do just fine, my friend. *HUGS*
December 15th, 2009 at 6:40 am
Tracy is right. This is just one stepping stone in your life. You are moving on to bigger and better days. Things will be better. You will be back on your own turf, surrounded by family and friends who love you. You will survive…as you damn sight better.
Don’t worry too much about people there. You know who your real friends are 
. Love you!